the moment

I

I was the rain

that fell to ease the tears in your heart

but then I became flood that sank you

I was also sunk

I was the lake

where you cooled down your tiring days

you were swimming to the middle

and drowning

I wailed, mourning on your death

I was also died

I was the wind

blowing and touching your face

but fights changed me to be storm,

 that lifted and slammed you

I was also slammed

then I totally died in my own fear

seeing you were not there anymore

 walked in the dark with sadness and anger

I looked back

recalled a moment,

when time and space were nothing

when I took the chance to grow with you

when then, we are trapped in a painful way to love

the moment and the pain are parts of our journey

also the emptiness in our wounded heart

all those, brought us to nowhere

I lost you

II

Life becomes harder

I become so mean

no heart

You took it away with you

one day in June

when the sun became so gold

I was sitting under an old big tree

yellow leaves were falling like rain

 a dramatic early evening

it painted your image every where

the moment, that always brings you back

the moment when I realize

that

I lost you